Connected and Separate and Whole

We’re all puzzle pieces. But I don’t mean like a physical jigsaw puzzle where each piece has fixed edges, a fixed place. I think the universe is both constant and perpetually in flux. A paradox, I know.

May 226 min read

Where I Stood

I don’t know who I am without this pain, without this aching for what is gone, what is broken. I do want to find out.

Feb 234 min read

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Connected and Separate and Whole

We’re all puzzle pieces. But I don’t mean like a physical jigsaw puzzle where each piece has fixed edges, a fixed place. I think the universe is both constant and perpetually in flux. A paradox, I know.

May 226 min read

Where I Stood

I don’t know who I am without this pain, without this aching for what is gone, what is broken. I do want to find out.

Feb 234 min read

First Reflection of 2025

I realize a lot of the same things over and over again, a little deeper each time, don’t I?

Jan 195 min read

Double Life

I don’t have to hold onto some static version of myself.

Dec 7, 20245 min read

Greeting the Boogeyman

There’s something about how joy strips fear of its power.

Nov 2, 20244 min read

Stepping Outside the Time Shelter

There’s hope in uncertainty, isn’t there?

Oct 18, 20243 min read

My Body is Mine. My Life is My Own.

Reflecting on a song by Orla Gartland, how the only way forward is through (not around), and the concept of grief titration.

Aug 17, 20244 min read

ABOUT NICOLE

Nicole Sylvia Javorsky is an artist based in New York City expressing the intricacies of being alive. The concept of duality is core to her paintings, drawings, and mixed media works. She uses texture, color, line, and medium choices as well as abstraction, realism, and text to represent different slices of human perception.

Nicole is a survivor of sexual abuse who struggled to keep herself alive during her adolescence and early adulthood. Nicole's art reflects her own story, healing process, and grief while extrapolating from nature, research, and her own observations on everyday life.